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Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Love me

I want you to love me like I love you
Don’t want to feel like love’s fool
See my heart skips beats and my palms sweat
But you haven’t said those three words yet
So I’m feeling dumb and even a lil young
Wondering why I have fallen when you may not be the one
My heart is open to love, but it seems yours is not
But at the thought of you my stomach is in knots
Is it wrong for me to feel this way I wonder
Feeling this way before I remember
Not trying to have a déjà vous with you
Want this to be different, where love is true
I want you to love me, like I love you

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Truth... brace yourself

Excited I get when your name and pic Flashes on my cell phone screen
Happy to see you when you walk through the door
Care for you so much I take your being mean
Sarcasm as you put it
Which is funny cause I’m sarcastic too
But I never notice
But you say I do it too
Maybe we’re meant for each other
Or maybe I’m just a fool
But whatever it is
I think about you while I’m at school
Got me feelin like a kid again
Get butterflies when I imagine your smile
Shit you know I got it bad
Just think of my traveled miles
So yes it is plain to see to everyone I know
Except you I suppose
Unless you can tell
But refuse to tell me so
But here I go,
Letting words flow free
Just praying  that letting them go
Doesn’t cause them to come back to bite me
But I love you,
And it’s not something I wanted to do
Put boxing gloves on trying to fight
And Lawd knows I did with all my might
But for some reason my mouth won’t
Allow me to speak the words to you
Fear grips hold, if the truth you must know
Holding back tears as I type
Scared of where these feelings will take me
Or more like lead me
Afraid of a dead end
A road block or head on collision
Heart break in five miles
Or will these feelings lead me to green pastures
Where trees sit on green lawns
Benches occupied by others like I
Feeling like a song from the Sound of Music
But one will never know if words spoken
Are never given to the intended
So here goes everything
My heart… handed to you!

What will you do with it?

Friday, April 29, 2011

29/30- To Be Continued...

Visions of death
Have invaded my mind
Makes me shiver
From time to time
To see death
Come from a gun
Held in the hand
Of a student

In my sleep
I want to go
Don’t want to
Watch as my life goes
Purpose in life
Yeah I know there is
But that doesn’t
Stop these visions